I cant be

I can't be that girl
There is no way i can be that
I am not perfect
I have many flawls
I am not beautiful
I have some scars
I am not funny
I have some lines
I am not her
No way..i can not be

I am clumsy,
I trip and fall
I am weak,
I can not be strong
I am not beautiful,
I can not win pagents
I am not funny,
I barley talk

I can not love like that,
I am useless
I can not speak like that,
I may be mute
I can not feel you with emotion,
I may be burned deep
I can not whisper 3 words,
I may be too scared

I am not thin
I am tall
I am not blonde
I blush too much
I am a girl
but who would care
who wants someone frailer than the air
I am like porcelin my skin very pale
I am like a child
I am not fresh and new

I can not be that girl
I will not ever be
I can not live up to it
My mind will not set me free

Here i sit
Looking in the mirror
The girl you want
Is trapped on the other side
She will not be free
She is buried in me
To get to her

You'll have to kill me